I miss

I really miss my son , I wonder sometimes If he was not coming to see me would he still be here ? why is life so cruel ? I have had people say to me "he is gone get over it " how can you I am angry but sad at the same time ! how can I be ? I see little "D" and see my son in him I see all sorts ; I will be talking to the social services tomeorrow and ask If my Daughter can have custody as it breaks my heart at the moment ! I am not being Cruel I am doing the right thing (Chantelle is a dr and can not have kids due to chemo ) I am sure my little uns can be cared for better by Chantelle than by me , and at least I can still visit!!

del i'm so sorry about your son, i hope everything works out for you.

del I'm sure we all wish the best for you.Sorry for your lose m8

I really respect you guys , I feel as if I have real buddies onhere!

Oh del, that's so sad, i certainly hope things work out for the best, both for you and your daughter.

its the kids who are important Killie not me ! or my Daughter (she is a bloody pain in the arris) I have to be decent and admit I can not look after them and it is better that a younger person can!Chanty will ! and at least I will be able to see them when I want or they want! been and signed some paperwork today (reluctantly) but you have to do the best for them! Little "D" wants to stay here ! it really is heartbreaking as I could cope with one , but that would be unfair they have to be together!(I really want little "D" to stay he is like a clone of big "D" and he does the same things "He will only eat cornflakes crab sticks and colli chease " he also will only go out if he has blue wellies not black ! just like my boy!

Thats so sad , Big ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

thats so sad, I really hope things work out for you